I am not a professional and can’t diagnose anyone with an eating disorder, but based on the information you’ve provided, it seems like you have a troubled relationship with food at the very least and that deserves attention and help.
Purging is never a normal behavior. Fear of gaining weight is a sign to watch.
Reach out to someone who can provide more information and support. Schedule a doctors appointment! They can help you build a network of support from there. Keep me updated, I relate a lot to what you’ve shared.
im deleting all of the selfies i have hoarded on my ipod over the years to clear space for music (+clear my mind tbh)
might make a post of “bloopers/THESE ARE THE ONES THAT DIDNT MAKE THE CUT ON TUMBLR BC I SNEEZED OR MADE A DUCK FACE W/OUT THINKING”
stay tuned xoxo
hey if eating disordered behavior and self hatred ever begins to feel more and more standard to you
& if you begin to scroll past violent words of “i hate myself…” or “just binged again, third time today…” or “didn’t eat today….” without a second thought
maybe log off tumblr for a little bitmaybe unfollow a few blogs
it’s great to have an understanding community but these actions and this way of thinking are in no way normal and becoming desensitized to it is dangerous to your own well being !!
i’m gonna be annoying for a second
ive answered this in the past so if you really wanna know its out there on the internet~ but listen
why does it matter? because you can 100% correct me if i’m wrong here, but i’m gonna say you’re asking this from an eating disordered place.
comparisons hold you back so, so easily in recovery and life in general.
i’m short. maybe you’re short! but our bodies are for sure very very different. that is the beauty of having a body that is your own!!! work it grrl work it.